The second line had been faint though, so i just thought that the test was faulty, after all, PCOS was meant to make the possibility of Boj nearly impossible naturally. So got another test.... same result... you can image the heart start going now....
Took them home for Ronnie to see, but also got 2 more just to check. The following day, took them, and the same... and I was starting to feel a little queazy, but any 'normal' person would probably have just told me that it was nerves and excitement!! hahaha
1st May - went to the doctors to get a blood test done, which we would get the next day, so a very anxious wait and overnight.
2nd May - we went in the afternoon, waited like an hour - just for results... its crazy... the doctor who reminded me of the fat controller from Thomas the Tank engine called us in, and then pulled up my file.... all i could hear was my heart beat, and i was gripping Ronnie's hand. He pulled it up, and "Congratulations, you're expecting".... beat...beat..beat..beat.... I swear Ronnie stopped breathing, and I had to turn to him and say "babe, breathe"...... We were going to be parents!!!!
How could we go back home and not let this surprise out of the bag?? Not have grins from ear to ear and spill, when it hadn't even sunk in yet... solution = have a night out just us! Spa bath and KFC and talking about baby names..... but still amazing to think that there was something else inside me...
6th May - our 1 year anniversary!! And knowing that on our next anniversary, we would have a baby!! CRAZY!!!!
13th May - our first ultrasound, or 'dating scan' ... nervous as anything... lay down on the bed, the lady put the dopler on my stomach, the screen facing us, and WHAM... there is was! Straight away, she didnt have to move it, nothing. Turned the sound on... and heart beat... beat..beat..beat... 170 beats per minute!!!! and it was fluttering, you could see the heart cylinder flash, that was it beating!!! WOW!!!! I even cried! It just looked like a jelly bean though... head, and thats it!! lol...The ultrasound lady had to get me a tissue! Size of the Boj = good. Heartbeat = good, EDD = 22/12/2010!! Our little Christmas wish!!!!
9th June - 2nd Ultrasound - or the First Trimester ultrasound - with a full bladder..... needed to pee SO badly!!! Different lady this time, but the same, as soon as she put the dopler on... there was our Boj!! Heart beat... 156 check!!! Moving = check!! You should have seen it move!!! Ronnie was holding my hand, and was like "WOW... can you feel that"... but nope, it was just having fun moving around in my 'bucket uterus'! lol.... blaming that on my tallness!! hahaha . Everything was perfect!! Boj had the soles of its feet touching together, and its hand up near its head resting. Could see the heart going again, and just the constant movements! A totally amazing experience!!!!
7th July - after a few days of Boj bump here, gone, here, gone, it has stayed out!!! Sitting comfortably between lots of excess skin (loosing 85kg can do that to you), but it's there!! And the flutterbys have been going off!! One side, then the other, then back, so little Boj is playing!!!! Seems so long now to wait till the next ultrasound - the 28th of July!!! come on July!!! And our little Boj!! xxx
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